Friends can be Lovers.

the crankiness. :)

            He was my first boyfriend. Period. But that doesn't mean we were perfect and all. We started out as mere classmates and just nobodies when we were in grade 5. He was the so - called "crush ng bayan". He's cute, charming, has gorgeous eyes, those athletic skills and growing sex appeal.  I never even liked him one bit. For me, he is obnoxious, arrogant, and so high that he could almost reach the skies. Or just maybe I dont know him that much. Of course, we were classmates and obviously we would grow into each other's skin. Sometimes he would tease me and would laugh at me when I get embarrass. I mean, what's wrong with him?! Can't he just leave me alone. For all I know, he's a PERVERT! Got that right. I've heard stories about him, but thats another topic. Anyways, I didn't know how far we got closer to each other. That summer, 2007, I didn't know how it started but we end up texting each other. We shared our secrets and sometimes sleep the whole night holding my phone waiting for his reply. He was really growing into me. One night, one very stupid thing happened. He got mad at me for no reason at all! He was so cold and he kept on saying bad things. I was hurt! Of course, I ended up crying. I mean, duh?! Why would I cry because of someone I hate so much? And then knew from my other friend that he and his girlfriend broke up. Ex - girlfriend. From that day onwards, I started to understand him. I got closer to him. And as we started our 6th grade, he asked me if I was serious about the things I've said to him and I know I was! I threw it back at him and he said he was too. Well, the funny part, my friends who witnessed the tragic thing thought we were boyfriend and girlfriend. Reality check! I dont even know how we ended up like that! *_* BOYFRIEND and GIRLFRIEND? No way! Our "relationship" ended up after 5 days. I called if off. I mean, how can you call it a relationship when you cant even look into each others eyes? I cant even talk to him. I got shy and got.....


TO BE CONTINUED....

Facebook Moments. :"> //Love Letter.

He used to be my best friend. But now, he is my life. :">

Im not an expert when it comes to a relationship. But I know how to love and be hurt at the same time. Sometimes life has its own ups and down.  

But when the going gets tough, the tough gets going. <3

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  13 hours ago

  John Alphonse Jimena

  • Love ku.. I will fight for you love.. I will never give up 'coz i LOVE YOU SOO MUCH! i really am trying so hard for us love ku.. 'coz what i want is to be with you love.. i LOVE YOU!! i took every chance you gave to me love. i went home frim Palawan for you. countless nights that i've been to your house love. RAiNiNG!! walked from my home to your house 12 MN! you slapped me so hard! Cried during CAT. Nearly died! hai. 'coz i dont want you to leave. Got my punishment from my father. Cried @ sm. Stayed in the rain with you pag concert!  really love. i LOVE YOU SO MUCH! pls trust me! i sacrificed everything for you love ku! toud gd ya! especially when the tim that we came back to POOR times again. it really hurts me love.. and never nag come sa mind ko nga ma let go ku 'coz i need you and i LOVE YOU FOREVER!! i give all my heart to you love.. i really become so weak. im sorry sa past ku love.. pby.e nda mga ex ku.. kng lg pang patyon ku na cla isa2. pa guba2 lg na cla. gets mu ku love? hai. and trust dada love. para no worries! no doubts and no fights! hai! i'm really sorry love. but i'm a broken person. and im thankful that you're there of course you helped me a lot. i'm doing my best love to make you happy in every way. bskan amu lg ku ni love ku. i LOVE YOU FOREVER!! nka kaon ku b'coz of you love ku! mwaaaa!! THANK GD YA! im so sorry love ku if s2pid gd ku ks.a.. iM SORRY! im not perfect but i LOVE YOU SOOOO MUCH! also you're all i want in my life love ku! i never regreted choosing you my love. before i was a s2pid person. but now i've become a person who realizes the mistaskes and the better me. im happy that we got this far and i really want this forever love! mwa!! i will always remember all the things that we had. never ending chatting.. pictures.. tweeting.. movie marathons.. swimming! Green Mango! Jollibee!! JD! Pancit Canton! Dexter's Pizza! i can say loveee im the happiest person in the world. :'> thank you!! i play better when you're watching.  dance better! MWAAAAAAA!! best inspiration to me! 'coz everything i do lovee i do it for you!!  every touch you make and i feel is so special to me love. those warm and comfortable hugs! those sweet and passionate kisses we do! those jokes and laughters. those times that we were so happy! !  ooh love! the feeling that we can only share together! those sweet text messages.. sweet love letters i make.. cakes that we ate!  our babies!!  remember those sweet things nga na send ku/tweet ku.. "put all the hearts in the world together still it can't tell how much i love you! " i can't stand a day without you! i dont care what they think love ku. i will always love you more never less! i want to spend the rest of my life with you! don't worry ma change gd ko religion! okay? pls wait for dada! dont forget our PROMiSES love ku!! okay? MWAAAAAA!! i dont want to lose you love ku! that's i'm still here! b'coz of you! you helped me in my life and everything. Thank you for wiping those tears.. help me get back up. gave me blessings! happiness! gift of food.. never ending care.. and of course the LOVE!  :"> always be strong love! you are my LiFE! the biiggest part of my HEART and LiFE! the girl i want to marry! i believe that no matter what they throw to us love... we will be standing strong everytime we fall. FOREVER! TOGETHER! my WiNX!.DADA.LOVEE.WUVEE.HUBBY.MOMMY.PEPOY.WiFEY! :"> ooh wuv. always pray love. i will always love you. for who you are and the things that WE CAN DO!  i thank you soo much lovee. for accepting me for who i am. sa problems ku love. and i hope that happy ka sa gn pangabudlay ku pra sa aton love and i am really doing my very best! im always here for you love. in your heart! dont't forget EVERYTHiNG love.! im not saying nga ma dula na ku. NO! i just want you to know what i really feel. that im still here love. COZ i'LL MAKE EVERY SECOND COUNT WHEN iM WiTH YOU! i LOVE YOU!!and for those 3 words means everthing to me love ko... DONT LET ANY GUY COME NEAR YOU MY LOVE! DONT BE FOOLED! PLS? i wont let anything come between us love. i will fight for us until my last breath. FOR US LOVE! i really trust you! 10000xmillion raist to infinity! i hope you trust dada too. thanks gd love ku! pls remember gd love all the things i've said. i WiLL LOVE YOU FOREVER! you know me better than anyone in this world. and times when in distance love ku. look up in the skies @ noght 'coz we are just looking at the same sky. also the spaces between your fingers 'coz mu hand fits perfecty. or hug our babies! MWAAA!! always be happy love ku! GODBLESS ALWAYS LOVE! 
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  13 hours ago

  John Alphonse Jimena

  • i LOVE YOU! i LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH! i LOVE YOU MORE! i LOVE YOU FOREVER!! keep believing our promises. be happy.  im always here for you  no other girl in the world can overcome or be better than you my love. nothing can stop me from loving you! you're all i want! NO OTHER ELSE! iKAW NA GD! i LOVE YOU! please trust me when i tell you that. okay? thanks my love! iLOVEYOUFOREVERANDEVER! my one and only love, wuv, wifey.. my WiNX!  WiNONA YVONNE JiMENA!