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Monday, October 28, 2013

The last horaa
P.E. Day dilemma

           


            Frustrations, hard work, sweat, blood, tears and a little bit of quarrelling paved its way for us Nursing students  to work our assess off despite the hectic schedule and back breaking requirements in order to have a presentable piece to show during our P.E Day

            I was afraid for the past few days before our performance. We haven’t practiced unlike the other colleges and I knew that we were a big mess. What can I do? I’m not even a folk dancer but I know that if we only helped each other, we can push it through.
         



  We practiced day and night after our duty days, we had difficulty in our other classmates for some misunderstanding and fights had been made. It was a frustrating week indeed.

            And only a day left before the said performance, we finally came into our senses and made our mind that we need to pour everything we’ve got for Sir Jemuel gave us another chance and another hope to redeem ourselves from last year’s performance. (Phew!)
            And who would have known, we were the last performers. We dance Pandango na Tapis and we were a little bit…er…let’s say not that good. ;) Though we did our best and I know that I did have fun.
            It was a great experience. Folk dance is really a tough dance but can be appreciated if one will just perform it well. I hope this performance will strengthen our batch, especially in making decisions and in dealing with each other. I know that there are a lot of conflicts for now, but I know we’ll suffice.

            This experience will always be remembered. 

Life goes on, even if you don't want it to.

Its been a year. A year of fake smiles, insincere laughs, cold hugs, and empty words. I've been a walking dead-man.

I've been wandering around, searching for answers, draining myself from schoolwork and eventually just going on with my life without even making a hell out of every little thing I do. I've been numb, isolated, left out, blinded and emotionless.

Its all because of the pain I feel inside of me. A pain that nobody would understand. Maybe because I'm the middle child. I get this a lot. Im the one who gets left out. The one who is always on the side.

Even though I may not be always in the picture, I've seen everything. I've seen every heartbreaking event there is. I've seen the imperfections, the mistakes and the absence of love. And right now, I cant fathom this pain I'm feeling inside. That feeling of being so numb and dying at the same time. Depression? I might even think of suicide. But no, I know I'm stronger than this. I know sooner or later, THIS people will come to their senses and realize that we need to pick our selves where we left them.

It pains me a lot to know that I cant do anything to solve this problem. I am nothing...and so I can never remove this pain I'm feeling. And then I realize..life goes on, even if you don't want it to.

When will this pain stop? When will I find that peace again? That feeling of being loved, of being able to see the people i cherish the most being happy? When? And why did this ever happen? I know you may think that I'm just being overacting but you don't know my story and this is far beyond what you can imagine. 

My story, life, pain and suffering are different from other people. And no matter what happens people will never understand, and this pain is just another word to them. Another understatement.

Wednesday, July 24, 2013

Just wanted to share my Reflection Paper.

Just wanted to share my Reflection Paper in Philosophy. Its kinda lame. I've been very busy lately, and my writing skills has eventually...well lets say...been slacking off. xD


OLIMPO, WINONA YVONNE B.
JULY 24, 2013; 9:30

REFLECTION PAPER

“Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with thy whole heart, with thy whole soul and with thy whole strength: and for love of God thou shalt love thy neighbor as thyself.”
My understanding about St. Augustine’s theory is all about God. And to be “godly” one should love whole heartedly, be pure in any sense without hatred in your heart, passion in everything that you do, being kind to yourself and to others and to love God as your one and only, “God”.
St. Augustine revolved around the church, around his faith into God and his belief that God is the most powerful being on earth. He is the beginning and the end, the reason everyone is alive and the reason why we have a purpose in this earth. And our main purpose is to know Him, worship Him, and Love Him above all things.
"It is beyond doubt that the one cause of fear is either that we will lose what we love after attaining it or that, despite all our hopes, we will never attain it at all." (De div. quaest. 33).
Every Man wants to be happy in this world. Who isn’t? St. Augustine proceeds with questioning what a person should obtain to achieve happiness since happiness is a matter of having what one wants in order to be happy. The main theme of Augustine’s thought on happiness concerns our vulnerability to the material things of this world. We are consumed by our wants than our needs, that’s why we tend to be happy when we get these desires of the body. The money, the fame, the glory and wealth are some of these things. But in truth, they are not everlasting. They may fade but at the end of the day, we were never really happy, we may have been happy, but for a short while. For one to be happy, he/she should focus on one main goal, and that is to love God and despite everything, when one accepted God in his/her life, one can finally find peace and when one has finally found it, he/she can finally be happy.



Tuesday, March 26, 2013

With Flying Colors.

Im a level 1 student of West Visayas State University, College of Nursing. And my life has been tough since I entered college. Though I tried really hard to surpass any obstacles and pursue what I really want. And so, I thank God for always being there for me, also my family, my friends and that special someone. :"> 


Im an Academic Awardee!



Im so happy to achieve this! Even though I really doubted myself. Or everyone had. But look at us. So yeaaa. For the doubters and nonbelievers, IN YOUR FACE! :P *kidding* :D 




Congratulations to all of us! 










Friday, March 1, 2013

Ola Patola! :D

Its been a while. :D 
Haggard and Hungry.

Ola patola! How's it goin? So far I've been very busy! For the past few days I've been struggling a lot!
Struggling to pass my subjects and also getting a high grade. Though I really need to exert more effort! MORE EFFORT. 
Also, it's been a while since I've laugh really hard. I mean laughing like coming from the heart. It only means Im happy. :"> 
As you can see in this picture ----}
Im always haggard and hungry. Yes, Im always eating because Im so stressed and sometimes Im also not eating because I dont think I can still manage to swallow anything except my studies. So yeaah.

NURSING LIFE IS SOOOOOO HARD! 
I just want to share how my life is a little bit crappy and happy at the same time! :D 

Saturday, February 9, 2013

Current Mood: K

 Why are people always underestimating us. Always belittling us. Always making us feel so...so INCAPABLE!
Right now I feel like bursting! Exploding into tiny pieces and  never come back! Is it because I'm a teenager and my hormones are invading my body?! Or is it because of the people around me too?! I can't even explain why I'm so hot headed. I mean, I'm good when people are good towards me. But this is just one piece of Crap! One gigantic piece of Arse! You heard (read) it right! Arse as in Ass! 
Why are people always making fun of me?! They think they are always better and can really step on you! But reality check! The world doesn't revolve around you! Why do they always think they are superior?! Just because you're older, bigger or smarter?! I dont even believe you're smart! Pfft!



Current Mood: K

Yes, I'm calm now...Sorry for all those exclamation points and that dramatic feeling. This is the only way I can express what I feel. When I really feel like crying. When my world is breaking down. Im a teenager. A kid. A young adult. But please dont underestimate me. Im only human and I have feelings too. You cant expect me to be all too perfect when you cant even be one. Seeing you are already an adult.
One day, I'll show YOU!!!



Sorry. This is my blog and this is the only place where I can pour out my emotions. One crappy teenager I am. Bear with my, or leave me. 

Sunday, February 3, 2013

Dissecting Little Hello Kitty.

Im sorry guys! You might puke after seeing this post. 
But here it goes!


As you can see, we dissected Little Hello Kitty during our Anatomy and Physiology class.
It was scary! Stingy to the eyes! Had a foul smell. But actually, it was fun and we learned a lot!
We opened it's muscles seeing the veins, adipose tissue (fat), blood membranes , and the other parts of the muscles.




PREPARE YOUR EYES!






With my Team . :D


Voila! 


Hello there!


A new friend, eh?


Getting down to business. 


The smell! Oh the Smell!





Hope you enjoyed my little oh so distracting blog here! :D 

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