Am I ENOUGH?

Enough.
Definition: In a degree or quantity that satisfies; to satisfaction; sufficiently. 

Am i enough? Enough to satisfy all the people around me? Enough to make the one I love happy? Enough to make my family proud of me?

Am I good enough? Enough to make them smile even though I'm hurting? Enough to love someone who gives me so much than I can return?

There are so many things going through my mind right ow. And somehow I cant even put them into words. Even I, cant understand them. Am I going insane? I think I'm going crazy! So many things to do with so little time. Or is it just me? A little lazy teenage girl. Afraid to get hurt and afraid to step out and be heard. Though I speak my mind a lot. I do what I do best and I get what I want when I want it. Im no brat. I'm just...misunderstood. =\

I  don't get a lot of help these past few days. I feel so empty. So tired all the time. So sad...sad that I don't know what to do anymore. People who don't know me would just say I do this things because Im stupid. But they don't really know what's happening to me. I would probably commit suicide anytime now. Well, not really! Though something like that can change everything, right? For all of us. For everyone who is involve. For the ones who judges me and for the ones who really cares. 

Good thing I still have my faith in God. He's the one who never really left. Even when i did a lot of stupid things. Even though I've been a horrible person. He never forsaken me. I don't see Him...but I feel Him. Inside my heart. In my conscience. Whenever I feel sad and happy. I don't know what I'll do without Him. For Him, I am Enough!