Catastrophic mess

Mess. Chaos. Disarray. Clutter. Jumble. Muddles.

I cant understand the things going on right. Well to lighten you up, I'm in a bit of a mess. A mess wherein everywhere I go, I would feel guilty, shame, and complete emptiness. You see I'm in a misunderstanding with somehow very important to me. I might not admit it in front of that person but yes, our relationship is very important to me. Im also stubborn. And so is that person! (Sorry, I'd like to keep this slightly private).

I also realized that everytime I have a problem, I would vent out all my thoughts and feelings here in my blog. *Sigh* Maybe this is my only outlet for now...throughout the years I've been more and more quiet or kind of keeping to myself the things that are bothering me. Well, since high school I guess...

All I'm saying is, I'm a complete Catastrophic mess and no one understands. No one would be able to comprehend my needs. Nobody can help me right now...